Do You See What I SEE

 

Do You See What I SEE?

 

I get so many emails and questions about the path of the heyoka; what it is, questions about the person’s own identification as a “heyoka empath” and questions about trying to understand the energy they possess.

I do take the time to answer each and every person individually , as having an awareness of spiritual abilities is often times presented with challenges. Add to this the information out on the internet which is mostly contradictory  and it becomes even more difficult.

I am choosing to post this particular blog post after finding it was boldly copied and pasted directly from my website with a picture change and claimed by someone else as his own work. At the end of the day, there are no two people alike, and the essence of someone’s spirit cannot be duplicated with words or even with actions. A label means nothing, and I will get to this at the end, so please stay with me here.

These words are mine. My perspective, my life, and my experiences. I was born this way. It was not a choice I made. It chose me, and for the longest time I argued and fought against it because I didn’t fit the culture or the picture by societal viewpoints. Quite frankly, I have always been accustomed to this sort of thing, so in hindsight, I’m not sure why this should me any different.

I have rocked the boat with things my whole life. I also understand the medicine/ energy I embody. To me, it feels like a dance, sometimes like going down a rollercoaster with my arms up, but it also make me laugh…. a deep belly laugh. That’s how my energy feels when it’s reflected back at me. But the the shadow medicine used in dealing with evil spirits/ destructive energy is strong, and feels like a storm is approaching. It’s a combination of fire, and the medicine of the Thunder Being that is truly a force to be reckoned with. It is the fire that can only come from the Holy Spirit as He is a consuming fire. This is the fire that He has instilled within me during these moments because He is always with me. God leads and guides my life, as I am a Christian.

The Vision of the Thunder Being is foreboding and upon his tail feathers enters destructive energy. Thunderbeing medicine is that of safety to me during times where evil and destruction abound. Let me explain this further: He presents himself when the most destructive and darkest of times are mounting up to attack, and it flies in front of the attack which forces the evil spirits upon his tail feathers. He flies directly at me and often will shield me. Other times I have seen Jesus shield me, and other times still, I have seen the AA Michael shield me.

I am making this distinction mostly because there are many backseat drivers who want to tease apart every detail and word written, and when all else fails they attack my faith and my walk with Jesus christ sighting that I am not a Christian  because of my experiences.  This happened to Job in the bible also, with 38 or so chapters of his so called friends “snap, crackle, and popping” in is ear telling him how useless and worthless he was, and that God was surely punishing him. I’m definitely not Job.

I digress…

When the attack is happening, I am calm. I can do whatever I am led and/or guided to do. It feels like I am in the eye of the storm and is oddly nurturing to me. I am very aware of what is happening, and he is always within my field of vision until the attack is over.

Here is a little perspective. The word “Heyoka” is a label. It is limiting. I went into some detail about my perspective  because  there really isn’t anyone that will give straight answers. It’s not secret, nor is it mystery. They will say brief mumbo jumbo bizarre statements, wrapped up in mythical or magical lore, or they will change the subject, or in my case steal from my website and try to pass it off as their own. They will also be the first to cut down, threaten, judge, and criticize others rather than honoring personal perspective and experiences.

Personal experiences are invaluable  and nobody can take those learning situations from you. They are rich in the dynamics of understanding the energies of life, good vs evil and how God guides you, including the recognition of the distinct layers of spiritual discernment presented as a teacher. The layers of spiritual discernment are only taught by the Holy Spirit.

For someone to criticize the label you have or don’t have, to pass any kind of judgement  whatsoever  on your experiences in life, or to blatantly steal your experiences and try to make them theirs, says more about the essence of their broken spirit than anything that has to do with you.

A label means nothing when all is said and done. When the silver cord parts, meaning when a person dies; they will stand before God and face judgement (Ecclesiastes 12:6-14) do you really think that you are going to be judged based on whether you were a decent heyoka?…. sounds ridiculous  (hopefully)

No, we are judged on our righteous acts, and more importantly on whether or not we have a true relationship with Jesus Christ and know Him as our Lord and Savior. This is a fact.

Unfortunately, we live in a world today where people need a label to feel a sense of belonging. This is a terrible sign of the times we live in. To make matters worse, people look to the internet for information about feelings, situations happening in their life and try to fit their personal unique life that God created into a corrupt destructive world that satan is destroying. The result is false information , confusion, derailment of life purpose, chaos, a life of void.

He (satan), has his grubby little booger pickers into everything , so it’s no wonder people in this world are as confused and misrepresented as they are. If there is babble and confusion present in your life, you can pretty much guarantee that satan and his minions are present doing double time to wreak havoc. That is their goal, and their end game is to knab as many of God’s children as they possibly can to claim them right underneath their noses. This is also a fact.

The Thunderbeing is a very real prehistoric bird and the vision comes from God during the times He deems necessary for a myriad of reasons. It’s different for the medicine if that individual.

Many will describe these “mythical beings”  and some go even further to speak about their genitalia… based on who you are      (male or female) … this is false information.

It is a vision that is given to you hopefully from God. I have learned that many do not get their visions from God which explains a great deal. I’m going to leave it at that for now.

Without God, life is a crapshoot…. seriously. It took me a very long time to understand His purpose for me in life and serving Him. When you choose to follow Him, the label “Heyoka” or “Mystic” or anything other than a child of God or humble servant of God, is self limiting; as He expands your abilities in ways you never could imagine.

I wish you could truly see what I see each and every day.

The only label that matters in life is that  you are a child of the living God by choice.